fuck it. fuck everything. i cant fuckin take this anymore.

everytime i get close to someone, everytime i start to trust someone, I get hurt, every fucking time. i cant take this anymore. these "friends" dont really seem like real friends. ugh.  there's only 2 people that have never hurt me. & if i ever lose either of them i dont think i would be able to keep on breatheing. idk. all i know is i just cant fucking take this.

[edit: ugh; idk, whatever. it really dont matter anymore so =] ?   =\ ]