So basically my dad is the biggest asshole I've ever met. I cant stand him. I would do ANYTHING to get out of this fuckin house and out of this town. There's not one thing left here for me. I have no reason to stay. I have to get out of here. This town & everyone here are killing me. It's all just slowly suffocating me & I cant take it.

I hate this town.

I hate everything about this town... from the churches that attempt to brainwash everyone to the schools that keep us all locked up like prisoners.

And I especially hate how everyone in this damn town is scared to think for themselves, but I guess that should be expected when everyone has always basically been told "Oh, no, don't think for yourself, leave the thinking to someone else, and just copy their every move." Obviously being yourself isn't important to anyone anymore, everyone is just too busy trying to be just like everyone else that they've all lost everything that made them who they were. I basically live in a town full of clones that don't know who they are or where they're going, but I guess as long as they have someone to tell them exactly what to do all their lives they'll be just fine. It's just pathetic that people are too scared to be who they really are just because they think they have to fit in. It disgusts me.

I hate the way everyone here is scared to do anything. It is actually kinda sad. What's wrong with dancing up and down the streets at 2 a.m. with your friends singing any song you can think of, falling to the ground cuz you're laughing so hard and not being able to get up for at least 10 minutes????   Absolutely nothing, unless, of course, you live in my town where that is basically considered a sin cuz it just can't be right to have that much fun. Everyone here would be too scared to even breathe outside after 10 p.m. "oh god, what if soneone sees me?! no, i cant do anything at all. i must be perfect. and when i cant be perfect i just have to hide from the world." GAWD. people here disgust me.

There's not even one thing I like about this town. Well, I guess the only thing I like about this town is that because of the people here I can honestly say that I am probably one of the most interesting people in this town.